It turned out we had some stuff in common. Well, I think he was surprised that I know/remember early 90's music and know who Marc Emery is. He's divorced and has a couple kids. He's really easy-going and he talks a lot which is nice so that I don't have to think of stuff to talk about all the time. I was so relieved that we could actually be fuck buddies and then get along too.
I hate those men who think they have to be disrespectful to keep from having feelings for you, or use it as a defense mechanism so that you won't fall in love with them. It's so arrogant and annoying! Plus I'm starting to worry if I'm even capable of love, it's been a really long time since I've met someone who seems 'perfect'. Usually the people I want to love aren't into kinky sex and the people who want kinky sex are too fucked up to love.
I can't wait to fuck him again and I'm really surprised by that. He made me squirt 3 times while he fucked my ass. Near the end he was fucking me so hard that my cum was splashing up all over my face (we were in missionary) every time he slammed into me. I've never experienced that before!
He was kind of impatient at first, but I found out later he wasn't a fan of oral which (was probably why, besides the fact that he knew I like anal and) made my job way easier. For the most part, I was in control and he did everything I told him to do, it was a nice change to feel like I wasn't just there for him. He said he hadn't had sex in a long time, but I don't know if I believe that... Not that it matters. I wish there were more good looking older men out there, because they have so much more experience and it's not as awkward.
Afterwards he seemed like the happiest person I've ever met, he was truly grateful and so was I (although I didn't thank him profusely like he did). He was pretty hyper and he did all the work but I think he likes being dominant. He had an average cock and I have a big ass so it's hard for me to ride anything 7 inches or less. I can usually do it, but I can barely feel it when I do.
I don't know if we'll do it again. It's been a long time since I've felt this lustful or comfortable with someone! I wish I didn't have that voice nagging me about his age. Truthfully, I don't care but I know other people would even if we're just fucking but I think I like having this dirty little secret. It feels nice to be appreciated again anyways, it's been too long! : )
I didn't know an older man could raise my self-esteem that much, that's for sure. I need to meet more down-to-earth people like him!